16.08.26

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Mattheo Northjean Vortelich; he’s a beautiful soul who stepped into my life like a gentle night breeze brushing against my face. He simply stayed until a glimmer of a spark ignited within me, and since that day, I started taking things a bit more seriously with him. Not just as Mattheo himself, but as someone worth loving, worth keeping, and worth calling mine. Even though I knew well at the time that I couldn't offer him a reason to choose me, I faced it anyway. I tried every single day to be a better man for him.

even sometimes he was says that he's still trying to be the best boyfriend for me but i think doesn't need to think that way anymore. does he knows that i already fell head over heels for him? that i already love him just the way he is, just him, everything about him. though the one who should say something like that was me, there's nothing he has to change about himself, i still learning to understand his language better, about his side that anyone haven't seen... he didn't have to do anything to be better for me, he's already the one without even trying.

You’ve become the absolute best, my love. There isn’t a single flaw that could ever make my love for you fade. Just focus on being yourself and finding a space where you feel safe. Wherever that is, I’ll be right there with you

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It’s been quite a journey getting to where we are today. We’ve survived the storms and celebrated the victories, and looking back, I realize how much we've grown. Everything we’ve been through, both the beautiful and the difficult, that's just only built us up into something unbreakable.

Sayang, I’m not good at writing sweet words like you, but here I am. I hope these messy words can slide into that little heart of yours and settle there forever, as a reminder that even though my words may be a mess, I hope my actions are enough to warm your heart day by day.

Happy third monthversary, sweetheart. Honestly, even though we’ve already spent 182 days together, nothing has changed about the way I feel about you. If anything, my love for you just grows deeper every single day, to the point where it completely overwhelms me sometimes... but in the best way possible. I love you so much, baby. Sometimes I don't even know how to show you the full extent of it, but after spending all this time by your side, I’ve slowly realized something beautiful; we don't even need millions of words to get each other anymore. Just being together is more than enough.

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“but you're the life i needed all along, i think of you as my brother, although that sound dumb.”

“your skin and bones, turn into something beautiful. and you know, you know i love you so.”

“and when i hold you in my arms i promise you, you gonna feel a love that beautiful and new.”

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